I just don’t understand. this is more than mixed signals. you literally tell me something so straight up and blunt that it’s harsh, and then take it back once you find out I may have listened. and then you think exactly what I was afraid you would. that I’ve given up on you. that I’m working on moving on. which is not at all the case. I wouldn’t even attempt because that would be the biggest waste of my time I’ve ever heard of. I’m still so in love with you. and only you. and that’s not going to change. but you still don’t get it. and apparently that’s not going to change either. so now I just wanna give up on everything. no matter what way I go, I’m wrong. if I stay away from other guys because of how I feel about you, I shouldn’t because we’re not dating. if I kiss another guy like you tell me to, I shouldn’t because that translates to you that I’m moving on and you get jealous. why can’t we just make this simple and be completely honest and say what we want? and by that I mean I want you to. because I have been doing that for a year now.